The Last Serenade

2009-07-08T07:07:00.003+08:00

Haha, you guys are such a bunch of losers

I doubt the people is question will possibly ever read this, but if you have an issue, make it an issue man. Why bother to talk about it behind my back and refer to me as the fag, when I'm constantly in your face, ready to point my finger at you. I feel like you guys are such a bunch of losers, constantly hiding in your own shell, talking among yourselves. When will you guys realise that no matter how much hating you generate, you're only wasting time on something that you create. So please, just point me the middle finger if you have to, cos I don't give a piss as to what you think.

2009-03-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

One update per month...
Listening To "Sweet Child 'O Mine" by Guns 'N Roses

So...it's been about a month...Oh well...Nothing much has happen lately...Exams...Band stuff...Chalet...GOT MY LES PAUL! lols...Why, you might be wondering, am I updating my blog in the middle of the night? lols..Actually...No...You don't care right? hahahas....But I shall tell you anyway...I'm bored yo...

-song just changed to "Geek In The Pink" by Jason Mraz-

Been thinking/discussing with Dominic about plans to promote the JCG band...Initially a A/E project...Now we're thinking about how to use it to further promote JCG as a whole...Not sure what goes through Dom's mind when he's thinking...Not sure I wanna know...But he sure churns out wonderful ideas...And I really do mean it...I can't emphasise how much I truly appreciate his presence in the band...Without him...I think our band would've just died out by now...lols...Anyways...I think I'm out of things to say for now...Seeya soon...ciaos~

2009-02-14T15:18:00.001+08:00

It's REALLY been a while
Listening To "Beautiful Mess" by Jason Mraz

Oh hi! It's valentines' day! Happy Valentines' Day!

hahas

Wish everyone out there to have a good time tonight yo!

Get drunk, two time, screw around, whatever!

Do drugs, see awesome shit!

2009-01-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

Birthdays and random musings...
Listening To "Make It Mine" by Jason Mraz

7th, 8th and 9th of January were all birthdays...Mine, Zhiyan's and Clements...Jasmine's and Jolene's coming up next week. And so are Angeline's, Constance's, Terry's, Ivan's and Marie's. So many birthdays in January, so I'm gonna use my blog to send a wish out to all you January peeps out there a very Happy Birthday! xD

Anyway, on to other matters. I've never felt shittier for a while, doing so many shitty performances and letting myself down. Sometimes I wonder why I even practice so hard for my guitar, and I still love it at the same time. I love doing everything I can with the guitar, the sounds, the dynamics of it all. But when I'm performing with people, less than half of it is ever utilised, for fear of "overplaying". And I sometimes feel frustrated for not being able to overplay even for a slight bit. Sighs...I don't know. Open house was boring, almost nobody came. Got three free bags though, so I guess it's a lil' bit of give or take. I'm kinda lost about what to write about at the moment, cos I'm just waiting for my voice to come back to me. "Until you're back in here baby~" hahas...

P.S. Mom, thanks for the tie...I loved it...=D

2009-01-01T01:20:00.001+08:00

And Now...I present you with the quote of the decade...

"Teacher...I think...I think...I like you" - Vanice, age 12 to Fats, age 18 then

"Uh... Question 2..." - Fat's answer

2008-12-31T23:26:00.001+08:00

Another Dominic Quote...

"Scandal is gossip made tedious by morality" - Dom

2008-12-31T23:25:00.001+08:00

Quote of the year By Dad

"How to insult something that isn't there?"(On someone else's intellegence) - Dad

2008-12-30T15:39:00.001+08:00

Another quote of the year...xD

"My new year's resolution is 1280x1024" - Dominic

2008-12-30T13:04:00.002+08:00

Another Quote Of The Year...

"THEY'RE ALL DIP...Shits. Yeah. And they all deserve to DIEEEEEE. HEEEEE. I don't give a shit. They can all go F**K themselves and FAP and DIE. *AHAHAHHHAHAHAHA* ~Evil laughter~" - Clara Mah/Mizu-chan

2008-12-29T11:48:00.000+08:00

Another Quote of The Year

"Do drugs, see awesome shit" - Fats

2008-12-28T21:20:00.001+08:00

My Quote of the year

If you thought that Jack Nicholson's potrayal of "The Joker" was good, Heath Ledger came along and killed himself.

2008-12-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Takes One To Understand One...=)

2008-12-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

Jamming was so fun!! OMG
Listening To "Glamorous Sky" by Mika Nakashima

OMG...Mokopi aka Rachelle was so good...Jammed with her, Dominic and Izuan...We jammed Laugh Away by Yui and Glamorous Days by Mika Nakashima...But she had a sore throat...So she kinda went of on some notes...But she was so brilliant throughout...I really look forward to jamming next time...She what she's really got when her voice is good...hahas...\

Till next time!

2008-12-23T11:27:00.003+08:00

Those people are WEIRD~

Don't know what to talk about today...
Listening To "One Year, Six Months" by Yellowcard

I've been doing a little reading lately, and I conclude, that those who say others are epic fail, sometimes are rather "fail" themselves.

They are so in their own world. I wouldn't call them delusional, that will just be unfair to the delusionists in this world, they're Neurotic.

Their view of the world is just so extreme I might even be tempted to call them hippies, it's that bad. Furthermore, what's the point of ranting about things that you eventually have to coexist with eventually? If you don't want to see, say for example, the people in your social circle, get out of it for crying out loud. No one's forcing you to be their friends.

It disappoints to me to see that the generation of tomorrow has degenerated into a bunch of self-pitying, people-hating, world-detesting, communist-minded group of space wasters.

Treat others the way you want them to treat you. You never know if you may need the help of those whom you labelled fail before, they may paste the label back on your forehead when you need theirs.

2008-12-20T09:48:00.003+08:00

A quick update and a random advertisement
Listening To "Remembering Sunday" by All Time Low

SomethingElse made it into the finals of "The Battle of The Dynamic Duos" talent competition last Sunday everyone! Please do come and support them this Sunday for the finals! lols...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34gJn-o12VE&feature=channel_page

If you like what you're seeing...Come down this Sunday at Chinatown Point from 1pm till 3pm to show your support! They have come to far to let it all go down this weekend!!!! xD

Now for a proper update, in which case, I'm pretty sure that not much of anyone is really interested in doing so because it's the term break!! OMgoodness... I hate term breaks/holidays etc. No life...No school...I hate this...Nothing much has been happening per se...Been trying to write a song or two...Yeah...And I miss my muse so much...So glad that she's finally back! xD

I guess I don't really have much to say...So yeah...Till next time! xD

2008-12-09T21:27:00.001+08:00

Simple, Starving To Be Safe by Daphne Loves Derby

Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.

Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.

Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye

Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world is breaking down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.

ohh she is my everything
ohh she is all i need..
Ohh she is my everything...
ohh she is all i need.

Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world just falls apart, i know i have you, and it's all i need.

2008-12-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

Highlights - SomethingElse

Highlights by SomethingElse

I know it's kinda late i'm sorry that i woke you
But i've got something left to say
Before this night is done i know i gotta say
What you really mean to me
Even if we'll never be

Chorus:
Cause I want you to know
The times I spent with you
Were the highlights of my life
The way you make me feel
Like sunlight on a field
Were the highlights of my life
Coz if I had to die here
Just stab me with a knife
You would be the highlight of my life

Though time has passed us by
Things remain the same
Nothing will change this way i feel
Cause deep inside, I know we're meant to be
And all I've left with is regret (for all the things I've said)
For all the things Ii've left unsaid

Chorus:

Coz I know, this is my one last, chance to say goodbye
For you go, you just gotta know that I will always
Be there, I'm there for you
Baby please dont go

Cause all I'm trying to say is, I've always been too scared
To tell you that i love you

2008-12-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

My world is falling apart...
Listening To "Highway To Hell" by AC/DC

Two crap performances in two days...What the hell am I doing man? Well, at least I got the experience of performing to different crowds...As for Spruce...Good luck for the Dynamic Duo competition man! Win it for your new shiny Saxophone! xD

This few weeks have been making me pretty messed up...I really miss her now...And I don't know when I'll be able to let her know how I feel...Even though I do think she already knows...But yeah...lols...Why am I becoming such a sentimental sob like Brian man? Omg...

2008-11-30T00:55:00.001+08:00

I miss her...sighs...

2008-11-25T22:58:00.001+08:00

Boring day...
Listening To "Sultans Of Swing" by Dire Straits

Nothing much happened today.

Just the usual I guess.

But World Issues was fun...hahahas..Watching them debate....

Met up with Jill after school...

Guess that's pretty much my day really...hahahas...

tata...

2008-11-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

It's All About You...
Listening To "Highlights" by SomethingElse

I may have let the cat out of the bag by accident...But I'm not giving up...lols...

Everything that I'm doing...All that I miss about in my life...Is about you...hahahas

Sounds stupid...But yeah...I guess this is pretty much how it is...

2008-11-07T10:39:00.001+08:00

I wish I could do more sometimes...sighs...

2008-11-02T18:34:00.007+08:00

Halloween Party @TP~
Listening To "Suddenly I See" by KT Tunstall

Heyyos~ It's been a while...hahahas...It was TPJCG's Pop/Rock Band's first performance yesterday at TPJCG's Halloween Event "School Of Horrors".

I WOULD agree it wasn't the best bunch of audience we had, but I suppose most of us had fun.hahas.

Look forward to more in the future...xD

Here are some photos~~

From left: Terry(Rythmn guitar), Constance(Keyboards), Wesley(Yours truly, lead guitar and the random beatboxer...xD), Dominic(Bass) and Yuki(Vocals)
Cons kena bullied by us...But hey...She became the "Cockroach Goddess" didn't she? xDDDD
This was why she became our "Goddess"...She was sad at just being a "Princess"...xD
Terry jamming some random stuff...Songwriting in progress...
=)
Yanny's shoe and my shoe...lols...

2008-10-25T17:31:00.002+08:00

Stuff that you probably didn't think you wanted to know...
Listening To "Butterfly" by Jason Mraz

Okay... I haven't had much to blog about lately...And Weiyen mentioned today that made me think of this to blog about...Stuff about me that you probably didn't need to know...But yeah...Here I go anyway...

-I'm 18 years old, thus, 1990 born
-The reason why I gave my nick a 16 suffix is because I used to play in a football team and my shirt number was 16
-My shoe size is UK10
-I play the guitar, dizi, and a TEENY WEENY bit of piano
-My birthday is on the 7th of January
-My soul food is Nissin Mushroom Chicken Noodles
-My "Eat-it-everyday" food is Chicken Rice, I don't mind eating it 365days(and 366 on the leap years) a year.
-BUT my absolute favourite food is Bak Chor Mee(Minced Pork Noodles)
-My favourite drink is Sarsi
-But I'm addicted to Magnolia Fresh Milk
-I love music so much I call my guitars my wives, my flutes girlfriends, Piano "Friday night flings" and drums "one night stands"
-I beatbox on the go too, it's my social companion
-My favourite wine is Cassillero Del Diablo Concha Y Toro Cabernet Sauvignon 2005
-I don't really drink hard liqour, but Absolut Lime is nice, in my opinion
-Bailey's Irish Cream with milk owns
-I crave for Fosters beer at the moment
-I think Long Island is nice so long you take the idea that it tastes like anti-biotics out of your head
-I like cars
-I hope to be able to drive long distance someday, window down, at 90km/h,slow rock playing on the sound system
-I tried dancing
-I like long bus rides
-I don't like smoking, but I'm okay with my smoker friends
-I demand alot from myself when I'm in a relationship
-I sometimes wear oversized shirts
-I wanna go shopping for clothes at the moment
-Please stop asking me to play "God Knows"
-I so wish for a Gibson/Epiphone Les Paul Standard for my electric guitar

So yeah, I guess that's all I have for now...Maybe I'd add more when I feel like it...

2008-10-18T19:45:00.001+08:00

I don't know how or why...But I'm missing you quite badly...>.<

2008-10-14T21:48:00.001+08:00

WOOTS~
Listening to "1973" by James Blunt

FINALLY.

Holidays are coming to an end.

No more rotting.

No more slacking.

Can meet up with friends again, and maybe meet new people too! xD

*flails*~

xDDDD

2008-10-10T23:43:00.001+08:00

Currently in a guitar mental block...zzz!

2008-10-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

Staying at home redefines the meaning of the word "Boredom"
Listening to "Answer" by FLOW

First, I must mention that it is STILL my holidays, one and half weeks left that is. But nonetheless, this is killing my ass. Today is the first day that I really realised what boredom actually means."B" is for banging your head against the wall because you don't really have much to do. I mean like, seriously, it got so bad that I started playing Jazz/Blues guitar.

"O" is for Opening your inbox endlessly even though you already know what's in there.

"R" is for Random. I guess this is pretty much self explaining.

"E" is for Eating. I can't help but keep eating, though I suspect this would be called binging.

"D" is for DotA. Self explaining too.

"O" is for Ogling at stuff that you so want to buy. i.e. Guitars/Model kits etc.

"M" is for Moodless.

I'm left with nothing to say.

Like Tamaki's always on about, no one really cares. x)

2008-09-28T16:25:00.009+08:00

It's Formula 1 weekend...And everyone's excited(Not)
Listening To "There Will Be Love There" by The Brilliant Green

It's the Formula 1 race weekend...And it seems that the event is trying very hard to live up to it's hype...Honestly...I don't see what the fuss is all about...I mean like...Yes...We'll bring in more tourists...Yes...We'll bring in more money for the government...But no to stupid, irritating posers...And no to ridiculously high rip-your-ass-off prices...Thinking about going to the next Singapore GP next year? Think hard...And save hard while you're at it...I shan't rant too much...Cos as much as I hate being there...I quite like watching it...Which pretty much explains why I'm not at all bothered that I'm not going for the Sunday race today...Shall leave with some pictures taken over the Friday Practice and Saturday Qualifying sessions...

A Ferrari spins out in the middle of the track(YES!!! oh...I mean...Oh no...)
Remember to bring money when going to watch Formula 1...Lots of it...
A sign I saw at the riverside...
One of the Toyotas leaving the pit lane during qualifying
I thought this was one of the nicer pictures of the day...lols...
Now...This looks like a pretty harmless front page photo...
...Until you zoom in...

2008-09-22T22:56:00.001+08:00

Screw everything...I'm giving up on life...

2008-09-13T21:25:00.005+08:00

Chalet: Getting so drunk that it makes you senseless.
Listening To "Say It Ain't So(acoustic)" by Weezer covered by Yellowcard

Heyys...It's been a while since I came to update...But anyways...Here I am again...Yesterday was at JCG chalet...Damn fun...Moment we went there...They were playing Rock Band...lols...I love playing drums...Later that night was bbq...It was Sam's and Daryl's birthday! xD wish you guys have a great 17th and 18th year yeah? lols...After midnight was when the crazy shit started happening...We were drinking and playing dai dee...Sorry to those who saw me get crazy ass drunk...Then this morning checked out around 10...Went to makan with Olivia and Co. at the food court...I literally had 3 meals in one shot...lols...Cos I kinda took it from Jeremy that food helps ease hangovers...Well...Slightly...xD...Okay...Shall end here...Need to go get some rest...hahahas...Seeya...

Shall leave some photos....xD
=_=
I just realised how wrong this picture looks...xD
ROCK BAND!!!
The vocalist that will thrash Jay Chou in mumbling anyday...DIYANG!!! xD

2008-08-31T15:31:00.013+08:00

Some photos from recent weeks...
Listening To "Little Wonders" by Rob Thomas

I know they're a lil' overdue...But I guess I'd just put them up anyways...hahahas...

These were during Natsu Matsuri...

With Christina...xD
Wayne and I are like the coolest dudes around? lolsZen is promoting a soda...lols...
Sean looks cool in his Yukata...xDAda and I...And here we have Charis and her red Yukata from JCG...xDYeow Hon and I...Ada came in last minute...xDOne of the Bon Odori dance teachers...She was really nice...hahahasI thought Hafiz looks great in this photo...xD Wayne so extra...And here we have Hafiz trying to be the replacement mascot for a can of potato chips...xD

2008-08-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

It's been a while...
Listening To "Week!" by Do As Infinity

It really has been a while...And I'm quite honoured really that people still visit this place during all this time...It's just that...Everytime I find something to write about...I end up keeping it to myself and bottling it up...Then the bottled feelings just go somewhere else and I forget about it altogether...hahahas...

Last week was study week...Followed by MCT on friday...It was alright...Then went for Natsu Matsuri...It really was epic fun...But I couldn't stay late...D= Otherwise...Sunday was quite constant for me...This week though...It's been pretty off...Cos Maths was a bit of a struggle...Think I managed though...But Dynamics really had me done in...I'll try to forget about studying for now...sighs...Hope I don't have to re-take any exams...It sucks...zzz...

Went back to school today bright and early to meet up with LP and had a chat...lols...He finished his exams just today...Then slacked around in school till around 6 and went for A/E meeting...After that went to Terminal 3 for dinner with the gang...Had loads of fun chatting with Dominic, Yeow Hon and Charis...Went home with them afterwards...

I guess I'll stop here...Ja~

Love blinds you in the most ironic ways...But it's fun...

2008-08-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just glad that everything's fine...
Listening To "The Angel Song" by The Brilliant Green

After yesterday's debacle...I'm just glad that everything's fine...Hope that everyone gets over personal issues with it soon...Just goes to show how committed we are to this club...So yeah...Hope a prank like this never gets played on us again...

Just wanna keep pushing on...=)

2008-08-12T10:27:00.001+08:00

Just a random link...=)

Comments are welcome...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCMbvZUDSgk

2008-08-09T15:36:00.002+08:00

Just Laugh Away to the Summer Song
Listening To "Angel Song" by The Brilliant Green

Hmm...Band is going to be done pretty soon...Hope we can all have fun being a band together...hahahahas...Vocalist is the only issue that needs to be finished off...So tired for these few days...Don't know why...Maybe it's because of the weather...So nice to sleep ^^....hahahas...

Nothing much to blog about...=)

So bored...Exams coming soon...

2008-08-04T09:35:00.002+08:00

Reflections
Listening To "Summer Song" by Yui

Sometimes I wonder...Why do I confuse myself with things...With the way I am doing things...And the way I SHOULD be doing things...Sometimes...Maybe I do things because I'm afraid of things becoming stagnant...Static...Immobile...Not moving...And people hate me for it...Maybe...I worry too much...I keep on preaching to others to hang loose and not worry so much...But still...There's something which I can't quite put my finger on...Either I'm too easy going or I'm too hard up...I really do need to find a balance...>.<

Auditions today...

2008-07-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

Update time!!
Listening To "Laugh Away(instrumental cover)" by Me...lols...

Monday:
Nothing much happened...Went through a short meeting with Weiyen and the band peeps for discussion on auditions...HAFIZ ACTUALLY HAD MOST OF THE EQUIPMENT WE NEEDED!!! AHHHHH...And we were pulliing our hair off for no bloody reason...Cos we thought we had to buy all the stuff for jamming...And it'd cost a fortune...Thank goodness we only need to shop for a drum set...Which is still expensive...But at least the headache is lighter now...We don't have to worry for so many things...

Tuesday:
Planned to go to school early to study cos lessons started at 2...But instead reached school at 12.10 instead...zzz...Met Ruby and Teck Chun for lunch...Then had a chat with Ruby before going for lessons...During my one hour break...I gave Musa a call to see how she was doing...Dang...Sore throat and cough and everything...Sounded pretty bad...So I went down to her place to pay her a visit...Her mom's really nice...I chatted with Sam till nine plus...After which I went home...

Wednesday:
LATE FOR LESSONS...DAMMIT....zzz...That was just the begining...Rained cats and dogs...Bus was slow...zzz...Nevermind...After lessons...Met up with Constance to help her do a survey for her year 3 proj...Then chilled out with Jamil and Marisa till 2...We then made our way to TM to meet up with Sam to watch "The Dark Knight"...Really cool movie...What I loved about it most of all was how Heath Ledger was so good at bringing a character like "The Joker" to life...It was so surreal...Yet...So credible...But what was quite saddening was to see Batman treated like some criminal...An outlaw...Went for dance session...Which didn't really turn out to be...Cos our instructor arrived SUPER late...It was nine...So I left with Musa to take a bus home...

Thursday:
Nothing much for today too...After Mactech I went to Century Square with Liang Ping to chill out...Then came home to wait for mom to have dinner...hahahahas...I guess that's about my week so far...hahahas...Seeya~

2008-07-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

Made me think, that I need this too...
Listening To "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles

There are some things in life...That you can't control...The things that happen to you...And the things that happen to you...You can't control these situations...But where things that happen to you are concerned...There are ways to avoid them...

I let them hit me in the face for far too much...And far too long...

It's always been my weakness...But somehow...It was a weakness that I was willing to accept...The weakness to succumb to emotions...To my enviroment...I really want to set things right...

All I ever sought for...was to be happy...And to share that feeling...

Pictures are all I have...And the pictures confuse me...My mind says one thing...My heart feels another...And my mouth tells a whole different story...I feel so bloody fake...Damn it...

2008-07-16T10:43:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder...
Listening To "I Know What It Feels Like"

Sometimes...I wonder...What if I never met you? Would I still be the way I am? Would I have still met the same people I met because of you? So many questions...But somehow...I don't want them answered...

It was you...Who helped me get by a lot of things...Cos even though I am over it...Sometimes...When it happens to me again...And I start falling to pieces...You were always the one I sought for support...Even though you may not realise it...

Sometimes...I do wonder...Do others really know what it feels like to be someone else? To walk a mile in their shoes...Or do they simply refuse and use "the shoes don't fit" as an excuse? Either way...I'm not quite sure anyone really ever does...Cos I don't either...xD

I want to be happy...And I'm just that at the moment...But I just can't help but let my emotions run out till they run dry...Cos I've been keeping so much of it inside...It's begining to drown me out...

Somehow...Even though I don't think you know this...You've always been my "sponge" for these emotions...When I'm with you...I feel light and free...

2008-07-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I know what it feels like, cos I've been there...And I remember...It's only gonna get better...

And whenever I'm on the way down again...It was always you that saved me from myself...

I've waited all my life for something as true as this is...

Not even the different kinds of sadness that I feel could even BEGIN to explain what I truly feel about you...

You can take it all away...But I'll still remember you...and all of the things that we've gone through...

And even though a photo's all I have...Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot?

Shine on...Cos you were made to...

And yes...It's you....Like the label that's written on my head...

2008-07-13T09:51:00.007+08:00

Another Sunday...
Listening To "Other Side Of The World" by KT Tunstall

Yesterday was so fun...hahahas...We had our first dance session...Had to learn quite a lot of moves within a very short period of time...Ahh...The thrills and the spills...hahahas...Kept either forgetting moves or executing them all wrong...xD...Took loads of random pics with Samantha...Credits to Marisa and her Camera...hahahas...Speaking of photos...Timothy sent me his photo project to check out yesterday(which explains the song I'm listening to cos it was in it)...

So here are some photos...X)

lols~

HAHAHAHAHA

2008-07-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

Warren
10:50
huh???
hahahah

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:51
no no. its hahaha. no h at the back.

Warren
10:51
zzzz... thats really lame.
haha

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:53
btw, I wanna tell you a secret

Warren
10:54
huh.. a secret... haha
alright.. silent

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:55
ssshhhh
I tell you...
i
am
....
.....
*drum rolls*
......
.....
u're not making the drum rolls sound

Warren
10:56
sorry. i cant play the drums
i can hit it though
tarzan kind..
is that ok?

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:56
okay. will do.

Warren
10:56
ok.. *hitting drums*

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:57

I
am
....
Tim's
sis.
hahahaha

Warren
10:57
*still hitting*

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:57
no no.

Warren
10:57
zzz

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:57
u can stop now

Warren
10:57
hahahaha

Tim - I am weird. Always was, always will be. Cheers.
10:57
u have to clap now

Warren
10:57
yes yes
10:57 clapping now
hahahah
u serious?!

2008-07-06T04:25:00.002+08:00

I just wish things would stay the way it was...I've been such a clot...

2008-07-05T21:17:00.013+08:00

Photo posting...
Listening To"I Know What It Feels Like" by Ryan Cabrera

Since someone said that she felt that I hardly posted any photos on my blog...I'm going to for once...lols...This is just going to be very much a visual post...

Taken at Raffles One...
Me and my cousin...^^
Woo~ I love this pic...lols

Samantha and Ri Ri preparing to make out...lols...
The milo of LOVE~
Miss "Ancient Greece Art...and Rome 'They miror each other' 0806279F" 's piece of workAnd...It's now Miss "Ancient Greece Art...and Rome 'They ~~miror~~ mirror each other' 0806279F"

LOLEven more LOL...hahaha

2008-07-02T10:55:00.001+08:00

I am such a wuss...

2008-07-02T10:47:00.002+08:00

It's mid-week...Hmm...Time for an update...
Listening To "I Shoulda Kissed You" by Ryan Cabrera

Hmm...It's Wednesday...And I sometimes wished that this week would never end...While sometimes...I wished the bad parts would just go away as quickly as possible...Sometimes...I don't know if she feels it...But I'm happiest when I'm with her...And I don't want it to fall apart...It's like one of those european kinds of wine that catches you with some sort of awesome aftertaste...And you just want to go back to drinking the wine...Hoping that you'll get that same taste again...But again...It doesn't really hit you until you swallow it all down...But nonetheless...It's a good feeling...

2008-06-29T16:38:00.002+08:00

Stupid Sunday...
Listening To "True" by Ryan Cabrera

Argghhhh...Why is it that this Sunday has to be so terrible? Parents arguing...Throbbing headache...Her laptop down and I can't help her...T.T...What's this man??? Sighs...I shall blog about yesterday...Slightly happier...

Perfect Saturday(Almost)

Woke up at 8.30am after mom starting screaming her lungs off to get me to wake up...So I got up...Bought her breakfast...Made coffee...Cleaned up my room...Changed the bedsheets...Swept the floors(sort of)...And around 11.30...I left the house...Messaged Grace to meet her around 12.30 for lunch...So we ate at Yoshinoya then went over to school for Origami...Marie and the rest were like there so much ealier...Omgosh...Then had to fold a couple of flowers...After that...Sent Grace home en route to the MRT...Took the train to Raffles Place with Marie...Since she was going to Chinatown...It was on the way...But disaster...I thought I was supposed to meet my mom at Raffles Place...Turned out my mom said meet at Paya Lebar first then go to Raffles Place...zzz...Wound up getting a scolding from her...That night...Me and my cousins and my aunt had dinner and there was a new addition to the circle of people within the family...My cousin has a boyfriend...wee~ lols...After dinner...We went karaoke-ing...lols...I only sang ONE song...Wasted...Reached home around 12...So yeah...That's about all that happened yesterday...

On a side note...I bumped into Sam and D at Suntec today...D was so overwhelmed by my awesomeness that she went like "OMG, HI!" lols...

2008-06-27T23:32:00.003+08:00

Food for thought...
Listening To "Grace Kelly" by Mika

I don't know why...I've been thinking quite a lot lately...About loads of stuff...About life and what is it all about? Why do I see things the way they are and the way they really are...Have I exercised the right amount of discretion in my decision making? Sighs...I wonder if I should even start thinking so much...

I just realised why I've never gone to the point of which I ask myself "Why aren't things what they seem to be?"...It's because I've never seen this world as something that is as plain as black and white...Sometimes...This left feels right...In a sense that...Sometimes what may not be deemed as the norm may be a better choice than the former...In any case...If everything was to be the way they are...Life would be very boring wouldn't it? hahahas...

Sometimes we're so caught up in trying to remember a moment in photos or a picture...We forget to just simply embrace the moment...Soaking up the feeling is more important than just having something to remind you of the days that past...Instead...Why not remember the feeling and tell yourself that you'll come back for that feeling again one day? Looking forward...

In a nutshell...Live life looking forward to the next moment...And not brood over what just went by...

2008-06-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

Never ate so much in my life...
Listening To "I Will Remember You" by Ryan Cabrera

Went out with Samantha after lessons today...We went to Suntec for lunch first...Ate Carl's Jr...I had to help her finish half of her burger...So imagine me eating one and a half Superstar Burger! omgosh...That was so sinful! Anyways...We spent the whole afternoon basically chatting and walking around Suntec/Marina Square...Then we went over to Parkway...Sat down at the food court for some drinks...OMGOMGOMGOMG...A pathetic cup of Iced Milk Tea costs 1.80??? What a rip off man...Speaking of rip offs...Samantha got ripped too...She went to Mcdonald's and asked how much was a cup of Iced Milo...The lady told her it was 1.50...But then the lady asked if she'd like the medium...The jump was like...More than a dollar? It was 2.60 g**damnit...I felt the pinch too man...Went home around 9 plus...So now here I am blogging...hahahas...Damn tired...But I can't sleep...

Joke Of The Day: Samantha said: "Lamborghini is AMERICAN"

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You know...I have not idea why I can't sleep...But I reckon that it's because of you...I can't sleep...And whenever I close my eyes...Thoughts of how you never fail to brighten up my day fill me and I just feel happy...I'm still keeping things to myself...

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2008-06-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm...I feel...Sad...?
Listening To "Rise" by Ryan Cabrera

I don't know why...I feel quite negative...It's not emo...But I'm not exactly happy either...I'm just...Numb...I guess...

Forget about it...Let's move on...

Monday, was the first day of school...Bumped into Siew Mai in the morning...Folded a rose...Was quite rubbish...So I gave it to her...Tell her give to Stephen...lols...Then had lessons...Until 1...Went to find Grace to help her with her work...She said she needed some nicer paper...Cos school didn't sell the paper of the colour tone of which she desired...So we went to TM to get some...Didn't get exactly what she wanted still...But at least it was close enough for her to finally decide to get it...So after that I left her to do her work and I went on for tutorial...After tutorial I went back to Grace's classroom...After trying to teach her...She still didn't really get it...So I helped her fold all the roses...My hands and brain was really tired after that...Left around 9 plus...Took the MRT with Xiaohui and Marie...Got home around 10.30...

Tuesday, nothing much happened...Came to school slightly later than expected...I brought my shoes to loan them to Grace for her showcase...lols...Her lecturer came into the classroom a few moments later and asked me to leave the room...lols..."I saw a shiny object"...wahahahahs...Inside joke...After that...I went to Comprog lab...SHOCK OF MY LIFE...My lab tutor quit...And in his place was this fat, useless, baboon from China...OMG...I can't be bothered with Comprog now...After lessons...Went back to see how Grace was doing...Bought some stuffs for her to munch on...Cos she was really rushing for her project...hahahas....Have to hide from her lecturer...Feels so funny...Angela called me later that evening to ask me to help her find her laptop cos it was stolen...I wish I could...But really...I have no idea...hais...Grace came to find me in Engine concourse around 9 plus to tell me that she's gonna stay on with her bro till late...So I went home...Downloaded my favourite show! wee~ Yeah...Nothing much to blog le...It's Wednesday today...Shortest day of the week...So nothing much to blog about...Grace very funny...I accompanied her home to take some stuffs...Then when we reached Tampines Interchange...She said she forgot to bring the keys...So we went back to TP to get them...She went upstairs to her classroom where her bag was...And then when she came back down...She told me the keys were in the wallet all this while...LOL...Okay...Shall stop blogging here now...tata~

2008-06-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

I'm so puzzled, it hurts...

2008-06-22T11:32:00.002+08:00

Rainy Sunday afternoon~
Listening To "In Between Lights" by Ryan Cabrera

What a week this has been...This has been the best Term break I've ever had so far...So packed with events...Save for times when there're unexpected ones...lols...I only wished that it wouldn't rain today...I'm having a massive headache...>.<...Oh Oh OHHHHHH...I've finally learned how to fold a rose~ wee~ lols...Here's a picture...

Top Gear returns

2008-06-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Seeing as to how Top Gear is coming back tomorrow in it's eleventh season...I thought I'd do a write up on "How to know if you're addicted to Top Gear" cos I am addicted...Totally...lols...

How To Know If You're Addicted To Top Gear

1) You call Top Gear, TG

2) You call a good looking car pretty or handsome

3) You call Opels, "Vauxhall"

4) You laugh at Korean cars/Diesels/People carriers(MPVs/4x4s that don't work off-road)

5) You rate the coolness of cars in a very unusual fashion

6) You play driving games shouting "Poweeeerrrrrrrr"

7) You think that people who ride motorcycles are homosexual

8) You laugh at the "Green Party" aka Enviromentalists

9) You think that all American made cars understeer

10) You talk about European cars like they're way ahead in everything

Friendster is making me pek chek~

2008-06-21T09:10:00.002+08:00

Pissy~
Listening To "Black Horse And The Cherry Tree" by KT Tunstall

Friendster's connection keeps tripping...zzz...Maybe it's my connection...But it's fine when I'm visiting other websites...So I don't understand why friendster's connection keeps failing me...Waste my time...ARGGHH...Going for Origami session later...Learning how to fold a rose...Intends to make a bouquet...I shall blog till here for now...Till then...tata...~

No point fighting over the pointless...

Questionaire~

2008-06-20T09:41:00.002+08:00

Since a few of my friends are doing this...Why not give it a whirl? lols...

First:
Best friend: Shao Hui...Friends of Ten years now
Pet: Fishes
Piercing: None
Crush: Back in Pri 5
CD: "Celebrity" by N*Sync =x
Car: Hmmm....Don't remember which hot wheels model I bought...lol
Stuffed animal: Tigger from Winnie the Pooh
Love: =x
Place called home: SINGAPORE =)

Last:
Beverage: Coffee
Car ride: Dad's car
Movie seen: Kung Fu Panda
Phone call: Grace
Song you listened to: "Say It Again" by Marie Digby
bath: Last night
Time you cried: Two months ago...Okay...I know I'm weak...=x
Thing you ate: Wanton mee~
Bad thing you did: Not replying my friend's sms...=x

Have you ever:
Dated one of your best friends: Nope
Been arrested: almost. lols...
Skinny dipped: Nope
Been on a limo: Nope
Cheated: Never
Been in love: Yes...Once
Been in a car accident: When I was younger? lol
Broke a bone: Yeah...My finger
Things you've done today: Nothing much anyways...
Favourite things: Guitar
People you tell almost everything to: My most trusted friends?

Choices:
Live or die: live...Like it's the best day you'll ever see
Sweets or chocolates: Relative
Swim or run: Run
Things you want to do before you die: Spend my last days with my beloved ones
Do you have true friends?: I hope I do?
Things you regret: Live without regrets

Woo~ What a day~

2008-06-19T22:29:00.005+08:00

Really great day
Listening To "Say It Again" by Marie Digby

Woke up this morning at 8...OMG...I was going to be late! Cos I was supposed to leave at 8 so that I wouldn't be late to meet Grace for breakfast...lols...After which we went back to school to meet Zorah and Xiaohui...Xiaohui came later...Then along came Fidelia and Weijie...And then...We...Started...CAM WHORING!! OMG...lols...I kept doing this impression of Harvey(design students will know who I'm on about)....I did that "OMG, I'M SOOO DIVA" kind of expression...lols...Anyways...Here are some photos...

We were the craziest bunch in the libray...hahahas...

Sometimes...It's better to be happy than to be right...=)

2008-06-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

Chinese Orchestra camp~
Listening To "Shelter" by Corrinne May

I've hardly slept in the last two days...So when I finally got to sleep in today...Man, did I sleep...hahahas...First night was fun...We had this murder mystery to solve...And they set up scares for all of us...wahahahas...Then that night...Me and Siewming went to Tampines McD...Was supposed to meet Grace there too...But she fell asleep...zzzz...Nevermind...I had a long chat with Siewming throughout the night...I finally fell asleep around 5.30...Woke up at 7...lols...Then we had captain ball...Really fun...My team had Siewming and Audrey...Meaning...Three guys and two girls in a group of five...The opponent's team...Led by Yoshinoya...Was all guys...And they couldn't beat us...Even ended up being thrashed by us...wahahahahas...Then we had dragon boating was quite fun too...After the camp was over...Went to meet up with Grace...She was doing her stuffs with Xiaohui and Zorah...We went to have dinner after that with Timothy...And then went to chill at KFC with Xiaohui and Zorah...Yeah...That's pretty much it...wahahahas...My writing's becoming more and more shallow...Maybe it's cos I'm just tired...zzz...Gtg now...ciao~

^^

2008-06-13T11:02:00.008+08:00

Now...Let's talk about yesterday...
Listening To "Hold On" by KT Tunstall

I got myself a vest yesterday at Bugis...To make myself feel better after Jocelyn flew me an aeroplane...For those who don't understand the slang...I have to put it in the most crude manner that I could think of...And it's not nice...I was STOOD UP! lols...Anyways...On to other things...I went back to campus to meet Kaze and Akasuki...Went to City Hall after that to chill for the afternoon...THANKS TO KAYA FOR PAYING FOR THE COFFEE CLUB BILL! lols..I think have to repay him some other day bahs...>.<

Anyways...After that...Went for a photowalk with Kaze in the evening cos she didn't feel like going home yet...

2008-06-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm vengeful and spiteful and everything no one really knows I am...
Listening To: "That's What You Get" by Paramore

Oh yes, that's what you get when you let your heart win...

Just as the song suggests...When you let your emotions take over your sense of rationality...The things you say or do don't really make much sense...Both to you or others...I don't expect others to understand or accept this dark side of me...Cos even I don't really like it...But it's just that...When I'm in it...It's like drug abuse...Once you're hooked...You're never letting it go...It just feels so good to be able to let the anger out somewhere...Quoted from my friendster profile..."I don't hate you, I just don't really like you"...It's a very true fact that I hold on till today...I've never really hated anyone...I just feel that perhaps for some strange and profound reason...I just can't seem to bring myself to get along with some people...It may work against me most of the time...But I've found this to be some form of self protection...Whether my friends are true or not...Will show their true colours eventually...And it's only through the way I react to certain situations that I find such things out...Call me naive, anti-social or just downright incalcitrant...I have no tolerance for people who are fake...I just feel like going to somewhere quiet and just meditate whenever I think of such things...Cos I feel that my emotional stress quota is better spent on more meaningful things...Life's too short, too fragile, too highly-strung to waste all of one's energy on unproductive thoughts...Sometimes you think you're at the limit of what your mental abilities can take...But somehow...If you think about it...Why bother inching towards it?

2008-06-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

Broken...
Listening to nothing now...

You know...Sometimes...There are people who make me feel for them... And others that make me feel THEM...Feel in the sense that I put myself in their shoes rather than just sympathise with them...Not many can make me do that...But somehow...I could never help myself but to feel a way that I don't usually do...That's why I'm broken...Even though I don't know how I'd like to tell you or show you...But deep inside...I'm just falling...Falling deeper into some sort of bottomless pit...Sighs...

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Okay...Now to blog about today...I did a performance at Music Garage with Cyn today...We did “流沙”by David Tao...Really rocked the house...Wish that some of you guys that I invited could've been there to feel it...hahahas...Anyways...Before that...Went to watch "Kung Fu Panda" with Serene and her friend...I bumped into MONAAAAAA~~~ aarghhH~~ So coincidental~ Speaking of coincidences...Weilyn was also at the studio! OMG...OF ALL PLACE I'D NEVER HAVE GUESSED I'D BUMP INTO HER THERE MAN...lols..I'm just being random...Anyways...Back to my point..."Kung Fu Panda" was really funny...hahahas...Laughed really hard at a lot of parts...hahahas...Okay...I gtg now...Shall update tomorrow...=D

2008-06-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

I've been a bad person...
Listening To "Synchronicity" by Yui Makino(Theme For "Tsubasa: Resevoir Chronicle: Tokyo Revelations OVA")

My heart breaks to see you sad...Worse that I don't even know exactly why you're sad...sighs...I just wished you would stay happy...I fell in love with the "you" that was smiling and adorable...

I just wished you knew...

2008-06-03T10:25:00.003+08:00

For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic...
Listening To "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" by Paramore

//For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic//Paramore
Just talk yourself up And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall Now find a way around
Well what's the problem? You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

You threw it away

I'm not so naive My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy Of almost everything
Well, if you give up You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

2008-06-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

Falling to pieces...
Listening To "CrushCrushCrush" by Paramore

I'm so tired man...I HATE EXAMS..T.T...I feel like going to the dinner this saturday...But don't know if parents will allow or not...sighs...Anyways...I wanna talk about a few things...From last Saturday...hahahas...Hmmm...Went for Arts and Entertainment Sub-commitee for TPJCG...Weiyen was so cute...hahahas...Keep making jokes about pushing me in...I don't know if I'm in or not...I do hope I do get it...hahahas...Makes me feel like I've accomplished something important...hahahas...I heard something so funny the other day that I couldn't help but laugh uncontrollably when I came home...Cos Cheesecake was told that she had to go through some interview for other sub-comms before being able to enter events sub-comm...The mob...As the microphone calls it...Asked a question..."So ah, which sub comm am I in ah?"...I'm like...OMG!!!! LOLS!!! Really...I almost burst out in laughter then...After that went to hang out with Serene and her classmate...I forgot her name...=x...Anyways...Felt super tired on the way home after that...Almost fell asleep in the bus on the way home...THEN...When I reached my bus stop...zzzz....Torrential downpour was present...Can't go home...Wound up using my bag as a form of temporal shelter...Fast forward to Monday...Cos nothing much happened on Sunday...

Monday...Hmm...Overslept...Then went to school to meet Serene for lunch with her classmate,...Then we went to TM Mcdonald's...I had two hashbrowns and an upsized double cheeseburger meal...lols...Cost me almost ten bucks man...Then went back to school to meet Liang Ping...Stayed back with him after that...hais...Maths was a disaster...Don't know what I've been doing this sem man...Can die le...T.T...Okay la...Nothing much to say le...S.i.g.n.o.u.t.

2008-05-30T20:54:00.002+08:00

Weather's been rather cold...
Listening To "When It Rains" by Paramore

Hmm...Where should I start man? This has been a pretty busy week for me...So tired...Anyways...I'm gonna wake up from my fatigue soon I guess...It's all too crazy for me to be living in a dream that never happens...I'm talking rubbish...I know that...But my mind's just a shagpile of rubbish now...Cos all the info's so jumbled up!! lols...It's Term Test next week everybody! So yeah...Good luck for it...Gambatte Kudasai~

Gonna start writing a melody for Olivia's song...lols...

2008-05-27T09:18:00.002+08:00

So many thoughts running through my head now...
Listening To "Sorry" by Buckcherry

Maybe....

I'm just gonna watch it all...

Go by...

Like it does in fall...

Perhaps...

I'm gonna watch it all come down...

Without

Making a sound

And now

I'm all alone

Watching the days go by

And I

Just wanted to say goodbye

But I just couldn't let it go

And now I'm falling behind

Would you come by my side

And you

Couldn't see the things I would do

And I

Was left standing like a fool

I won't

Blame you for the choices

You made

Cos you were happier this way

2008-05-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Update on song
Listening To:"If I Kissed You" by Corrinne May

Hey everyone...Just decided I came up here to do an update on the song I wrote the other day, "The Last Serenade"...And yes...It's the same title as the blog...Cos the song's first chorus line was written way back...I didn't know what to do with it...So yeah...I finally found the inspiration to write it out...

Cheesecake...Please understand how I feel?

//The Last Serenade//*updated*

I've fallen in love
Many times before
But that doesn't mean a thing
I've been hurt by love
A million times before
But still I'm gonna take a chance

And I'm holding on
To something that is real
And I know that it's true
So

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons for your love
Cos I won't be
The guy I am
Without you in my life
So please stay
For a while
To hear my final serenade

Now I'm at
The place I was before
But still I'm not giving up
I'll keep trying
Till the day that you'll see
All that I am is real

But I'm still holding on
To the hope that you will feel
That it's true
So

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons for your love
I won't be
The guy I am
Without you in my life
So please stay
For a while
To hear my final serenade

2008-05-25T10:45:00.003+08:00

Random post...
I'm not listening to anything now...

I just thought I'd do a random post...Nothing much to post about so early in the day...But still...I've decided I'd write my song here...

This one's for you cheesecake~

//The Last Serenade//

I've fallen in love
Many times before
But that doesn't mean a thing
I've been down
A million times before
But still I'm gonna take a chance

And now I'm here with you
Holding on to something real
I want us to last
So...

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons
For you love
I won't be the guy
I am
Without you

2008-05-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

Kare Raisu making session~
Listening To: “爱上未来的你” by 潘玮柏

Today was Kare Raisu making session with TPJCG~ Curry rice...lols...Had loads of fun...From preparation to cooking the curry eventually...Turned out better than I thought it would be...For one thing...The potatoes weren't undercooked...So that's a good thing...hmm...Olivia's indian accent was so freaking funny...!! Omg...Sounds so cute...To those who commented I looked emo today...I'm really sorry...My brain was switching off by itself...My face usually shows an emo-ish expression when I'm tired...After that...Stayed in school for a while to surf net...Read some books on guitar...Then went home around 3...Reached around 4...So far up till this point...My day was pretty much alright...But after six...Everything seemed to just roll downhill for me...sighs...Dad was stuck at the office...Mum complained endlessly that she was hungry and just kept ranting about my dad's incumbent manager...And my dad was getting stressed out cos of my mom for reasons that I don't really see fit...And when my dad eventually got off from work...All my mom did in the car was to rant about his boss...I mean like...What good would that do? @#$%^ If I was the one on the listening end...I'd have screamed my head of and say "Can you shut up???!??"...lols....I won't actually do that in a normal situation..But I guess I was pretty much there in terms of tension levels...And during dinner...My mom kept saying things about her junior staff in the office...Sometimes it really worries me how much she is begining to behave like a neighbourhood ah soh...Makes me wanna strangle myself...Then when we were at Carrefour...There were so many irritating people around...I think my dad sensed my intolerance and decided to take over the job of pushing the shopping cart...Perhaps for fear that I might've run someone over if provoked enough...After paying up...Dad went to check out the wine fair...Was there until around 10 plus...Which kinda pissed me off...Cos I started getting this strange headache...Don't know why...I just wanted to close my eyes and go to sleep...When I came home...I finally managed to calm down...And THEN...Someone said something that really got me so riled up that my headache ran away...It was the thought of me losing to some incumbent, moronic, irritating little prat...I can't take this lying down...I must press on...GAMBATTE KUDASAI~~lols...

To Cheesecake: Sorry I didn't do much to communicate with you today...I guess I'm just not really myself today...=x

2008-05-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

Truly, Madly, Deeply...
"Sorry" by Buckcherry

I guess you were never sorry about leaving...

Sorry for the emo one-liner...Cos I'm really pissed about a few things...But it's all in the past...And it's very much behind me already...So yeah...Anyways...There were sectionals for today...Went for a while and then left...Cos I didn't have the feel to practice anyways...Came out and it was raining...Arghh...So went over to library to seek shelter...I really love the Les Paul guitar...Whether it's made by Gibson or Epiphone...I like them all...Although I'd prefer the Gibson version...But the Epiphone(which is also a part of Gibson, by the way, for those who don't know) offers similar quality at almost three times less the price of the Gibson counterpart...And I do mean similar...The differences are so minute...That only experienced guitarists would be able to tell the difference between which is which...So yeah....Saving up to buy one...I hope my dad would approve though...And to make myself to qualify myself to own a Les Paul...I'm going to venture into other genres of music to sort of expand my library of techniques and sounds...On to other things...Hmm...Term test is coming in about eleven days time...So this means it's time to start studying...hahahas...Should have done it from the start...But kept procrastinating...hahahas...Should stop this useless habit of mine though...lols...I think I shall end here...Nothing much to say...

To Cheesecake: I promise that I'll stay true to you no matter what happens...Just give me a chance to prove it...I promise I'll love you with all my heart and soul...>.<

2008-05-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

Holiday mood~
Listening To: "Misery Business" by Paramore

Hmm...It's vesak day...So the whole day is now given for me to do my pre-quiz revisions...hais...So much to do...So little time...lol...There's Engineering Maths2 and Principles Of Dynamics...But must focus on maths first...lol...But for now...I'll slack a bit more...Cos I just woke up...lol...Woke up at 11...Cos I slept around 1...AND I MISSED MARIE DIGBY'S "LIVE" ONLINE CONCERT!!! RAWR...Overslept....zzz...Anyways...Now it's time to move on to other things...Hmm...I've been wondering...Why would MSN intend to donate 2o cents for every rainbow emoticon they see on everyone's display names? Come on...For goodness sake...MSN is Microsoft...Microsoft is Bill Gates...Bill Gates would donate as much as he wanted cos his flow of money is near infinite...lolx...And why would MSN base their donations on the number of rainbows? Well let's think about it...If the response to the "Rainbow" plan was not as intended...Cos there would be sceptics like me out there...How the hell would MSN donate enough for the people of Sze Chuan to rebuild their homes and assist in the rescue efforts? Doesn't make sense to me...I mean...I don't have anything against people who do such things...Everyone of us feels sympathetic to those who lost their homes, their families, their lives...But all things considered...Why not just donate directly in cash? I mean like...There've been donation drives all around...If I could donate to a fund and the money didn't really come from me...Would it still have been me that donated? I mean...Whether by putting that emoticon one would help in the funds by 20 cents or 20 dollars...It's not one's own money that is being put into the fund...Now...What makes sense?

2008-05-18T10:03:00.003+08:00

Cold Sundays and pleasant holidays~
Listening To: "Rolling Star" by YUI

It's so cold from where I'm sitting now...And I'm in Singapore~ Right...That was random...But I suppose it's cos my window faces the coast...So yeah...I suppose that explains why I'm getting free aircon...lolx...Anyways...Let's blog about yesterday....

Hmm...Went to cousin's place for dinner...Then taught Jiahao how to to play keyboards...Not bad considering that his bro has been learning for two years and I still think that his playing is still very laughable...But Jiahao is godlike man...I think I can almost visualise him playing like JJ one day...hahahas...Then chatted with some friends until 1 in the morning and went to bed...Woke up this morning feeling so stoned...lolx...Couldn't get up until it was like 9.30...Which is quite late by my standards...lol...Actually...I don't have much to blog about already...So I suppose I shall stop here...Stay tuned for updates! lolx...

I'm yours to keep...

2008-05-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!
Listening To: "CrushCrushCrush" by Paramore

I'm so freaking tired today...Don't know why...Can't seem to be getting enough sleep even though I sleep quite early already...Today is Friday...And it's CCN DAY!!! lolx...Went around looking at stuffs...Nearly bought a pair of bermudas with Terry...But decided against it in the end for financial reasons...lolx...Then went guitar jamming with Terry, Iskandar, Peiqi and BEAR~ lolx...Bear was so funny...Rap to Canon in D...lmaos...After that we had lunch at Flavours...Terry's steak was rock hard man...lolx...Then walked around with Peiqi and Chuan Teng...Chuan Teng was so freaking random!! He was saying hi to random people that he didn't even know!! lolx...Wth...Chuan Teng left after a while...Which left me and Peiqi going to library to slack...Cos she got CCA at 6...Then ended up I went to library to nap...lol...Didn't think that while keeping me company...Someone fell asleep too! lolx...After sending Peiqi to SAA...Went off to CO room to crash sectionals...lolx...Left around 8...And came home...Sighs...So tired...And the wind that's blowing in is so cold...lolx...I'll end here...So yeah...Seeya...

I've got a lot to say to you, I've got a lot to say~

2008-05-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

伍家辉: 虽然我愿意

woosh...What a night that was...5th May '08...

伍家辉 was in TP for a campus showcase last night! lol...Damn fun...His guitar playing was AWESOME! lol...His singing was sublime as well...Wish I had some photos to show...But my camera sucks...LOL! Told dad I needed that CyberShot phone...rawrrs...Anyways...It's been a long week...I wanna go rest now...So perhaps I'd come and do a longer post some other day...

I was feeling emo-ish...So I wrote this song...

//Desperate//

I am weak
I am tired
I am falling on my knees
I am lonely
I am desperate
To tell you
How sad I have been

And I'm keeping
What I'm feeling deep inside
Inside
Inside the bottle of my heart

Why did you run away from my world
Why did you wanna walk away
Why did you just leave me alone
In the cold
Without you
And now I'm desperate for you

p.s. Will finish the song when I have inspiration to continue...lol...

2008-05-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

The Nike "Golden-Quicksilver" wesLey16™ edition
Now listening: "Pictures Of You" by The Last Goodnight

Woosh...Went to get some art supplies from the bookshop in school today...lolx...And started decorating my shoe...Initially had intended to draw Domo-kun's face on one side of the shoe...But thought maybe I'll shelve that idea for now...So yeah...This was my end result...Drawing it was fun fun fun! lol....

Nice? lolx...I thought it still needed a few more touches...Nevermind...Stay tuned and watch it "evolve"!! lolx...
Woosh...wesLey16 in jap! lolx...

2008-05-06T10:48:00.003+08:00

//Your Call//Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice,
Listening,
To the song we used to sing,
In the car,
Do you remember, butterfly
Early summer,
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet...

Like when we would meet...

I was born,
To tell you I love you,
And I am torn,
To do what I have to.
To make you mine,
Stay with me tonight...

Stripped and polished,
I am new,
I am fresh,
I am feeling so ambitious,
You and me,
Flesh to flesh,
Cos with every breath that you will take,
When you are sitting next to me,
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy,
What's your...

What's your....

I was born,
To tell you I love you,
And I am torn,
To do what I have to,
To make you mine,
Stay with me tonight...

And I'm
Tired
Of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home...

2008-05-05T04:57:00.002+08:00

Random Songs...

This is the original...

A cover version...lol...sweet

This song rocks...lol

2008-05-05T04:45:00.002+08:00

RAWR...I can't sleep...
Listening To: "Love Hurts" by Incubus

ARGHHH...Can't sleep...So came on to do a random post...lol...Played guitar for the last two hours...I thought serenading myself would make me fall asleep...BUT NO...lol...I just became more awake all of a sudden...DENG~ lol... I can't stop thinking about lots of things...From school to friends to just about everything else...I think too much I think...See what I mean? lol...Sighs...It's gonna be a long day ahead later...MCT for four hours...Followed by ProgAuto and Maths lectures...Both of which I don't really attend...lol...Then there's Dynamics and Maths tutorial...wee...Love the tutorials...hahahas...Don't know why...Damn random...I'm gonna stop here before randomitis gets the better of me...lol...

Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt~ lol...

2008-05-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging...
Listening to: "Your Call" by Secondhand Serenade

Hahas...After shutting down that old blog for a short period of time...Finally back to blogging...Gotten over my emo-momo period already...So I'm fine now...lolx...Binging is one of the things I'll TRY very hard to do ever again when I'm emo...Makes me feel sick...But I'm no longer binging or emo now...yayness...Watched [Iron Man] today...Rocks my socks totally...My only beef about it is that it's too hmm...How should I say this...Abrupt? lolx....Anyways...It's a rocking show and all of you guys should try catching it...Only Movie6.net...LOL! hahahas...Swapped out guitar strings and changed my bedsheets...woosh...So much has been done today...lmaos...Not really...Hmm..On my way to psycho someone to lunch cos she owes me one...hahahas...

My heart broke to pieces...But somehow...I managed to put them back together...And the pieces stayed together...Cos I realised that loving you was the only sacrifice that made too little of...