Weather's been rather cold...
Listening To "When It Rains" by Paramore

Hmm...Where should I start man? This has been a pretty busy week for me...So tired...Anyways...I'm gonna wake up from my fatigue soon I guess...It's all too crazy for me to be living in a dream that never happens...I'm talking rubbish...I know that...But my mind's just a shagpile of rubbish now...Cos all the info's so jumbled up!! lols...It's Term Test next week everybody! So yeah...Good luck for it...Gambatte Kudasai~

Gonna start writing a melody for Olivia's song...lols...

So many thoughts running through my head now...
Listening To "Sorry" by Buckcherry

Maybe....


I'm just gonna watch it all...


Go by...


Like it does in fall...


Perhaps...


I'm gonna watch it all come down...


Without


Making a sound


And now

I'm all alone

Watching the days go by


And I

Just wanted to say goodbye

But I just couldn't let it go

And now I'm falling behind

Would you come by my side

And you


Couldn't see the things I would do


And I


Was left standing like a fool


I won't


Blame you for the choices


You made


Cos you were happier this way

Update on song
Listening To:"If I Kissed You" by Corrinne May

Hey everyone...Just decided I came up here to do an update on the song I wrote the other day, "The Last Serenade"...And yes...It's the same title as the blog...Cos the song's first chorus line was written way back...I didn't know what to do with it...So yeah...I finally found the inspiration to write it out...

Cheesecake...Please understand how I feel?

//The Last Serenade//*updated*

I've fallen in love
Many times before
But that doesn't mean a thing
I've been hurt by love
A million times before
But still I'm gonna take a chance

And I'm holding on
To something that is real
And I know that it's true
So

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons for your love
Cos I won't be
The guy I am
Without you in my life
So please stay
For a while
To hear my final serenade

Now I'm at
The place I was before
But still I'm not giving up
I'll keep trying
Till the day that you'll see
All that I am is real

But I'm still holding on
To the hope that you will feel
That it's true
So

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons for your love
I won't be
The guy I am
Without you in my life
So please stay
For a while
To hear my final serenade

Random post...
I'm not listening to anything now...

I just thought I'd do a random post...Nothing much to post about so early in the day...But still...I've decided I'd write my song here...

This one's for you cheesecake~

//The Last Serenade//

I've fallen in love
Many times before
But that doesn't mean a thing
I've been down
A million times before
But still I'm gonna take a chance

And now I'm here with you
Holding on to something real
I want us to last
So...

Capture my heart
For the last serenade
Beckons
For you love
I won't be the guy
I am
Without you

Kare Raisu making session~
Listening To: “爱上未来的你” by 潘玮柏

Today was Kare Raisu making session with TPJCG~ Curry rice...lols...Had loads of fun...From preparation to cooking the curry eventually...Turned out better than I thought it would be...For one thing...The potatoes weren't undercooked...So that's a good thing...hmm...Olivia's indian accent was so freaking funny...!! Omg...Sounds so cute...To those who commented I looked emo today...I'm really sorry...My brain was switching off by itself...My face usually shows an emo-ish expression when I'm tired...After that...Stayed in school for a while to surf net...Read some books on guitar...Then went home around 3...Reached around 4...So far up till this point...My day was pretty much alright...But after six...Everything seemed to just roll downhill for me...sighs...Dad was stuck at the office...Mum complained endlessly that she was hungry and just kept ranting about my dad's incumbent manager...And my dad was getting stressed out cos of my mom for reasons that I don't really see fit...And when my dad eventually got off from work...All my mom did in the car was to rant about his boss...I mean like...What good would that do? @#$%^ If I was the one on the listening end...I'd have screamed my head of and say "Can you shut up???!??"...lols....I won't actually do that in a normal situation..But I guess I was pretty much there in terms of tension levels...And during dinner...My mom kept saying things about her junior staff in the office...Sometimes it really worries me how much she is begining to behave like a neighbourhood ah soh...Makes me wanna strangle myself...Then when we were at Carrefour...There were so many irritating people around...I think my dad sensed my intolerance and decided to take over the job of pushing the shopping cart...Perhaps for fear that I might've run someone over if provoked enough...After paying up...Dad went to check out the wine fair...Was there until around 10 plus...Which kinda pissed me off...Cos I started getting this strange headache...Don't know why...I just wanted to close my eyes and go to sleep...When I came home...I finally managed to calm down...And THEN...Someone said something that really got me so riled up that my headache ran away...It was the thought of me losing to some incumbent, moronic, irritating little prat...I can't take this lying down...I must press on...GAMBATTE KUDASAI~~lols...

To Cheesecake: Sorry I didn't do much to communicate with you today...I guess I'm just not really myself today...=x

Truly, Madly, Deeply...
"Sorry" by Buckcherry

I guess you were never sorry about leaving...

Sorry for the emo one-liner...Cos I'm really pissed about a few things...But it's all in the past...And it's very much behind me already...So yeah...Anyways...There were sectionals for today...Went for a while and then left...Cos I didn't have the feel to practice anyways...Came out and it was raining...Arghh...So went over to library to seek shelter...I really love the Les Paul guitar...Whether it's made by Gibson or Epiphone...I like them all...Although I'd prefer the Gibson version...But the Epiphone(which is also a part of Gibson, by the way, for those who don't know) offers similar quality at almost three times less the price of the Gibson counterpart...And I do mean similar...The differences are so minute...That only experienced guitarists would be able to tell the difference between which is which...So yeah....Saving up to buy one...I hope my dad would approve though...And to make myself to qualify myself to own a Les Paul...I'm going to venture into other genres of music to sort of expand my library of techniques and sounds...On to other things...Hmm...Term test is coming in about eleven days time...So this means it's time to start studying...hahahas...Should have done it from the start...But kept procrastinating...hahahas...Should stop this useless habit of mine though...lols...I think I shall end here...Nothing much to say...

To Cheesecake: I promise that I'll stay true to you no matter what happens...Just give me a chance to prove it...I promise I'll love you with all my heart and soul...>.<

Holiday mood~
Listening To: "Misery Business" by Paramore

Hmm...It's vesak day...So the whole day is now given for me to do my pre-quiz revisions...hais...So much to do...So little time...lol...There's Engineering Maths2 and Principles Of Dynamics...But must focus on maths first...lol...But for now...I'll slack a bit more...Cos I just woke up...lol...Woke up at 11...Cos I slept around 1...AND I MISSED MARIE DIGBY'S "LIVE" ONLINE CONCERT!!! RAWR...Overslept....zzz...Anyways...Now it's time to move on to other things...Hmm...I've been wondering...Why would MSN intend to donate 2o cents for every rainbow emoticon they see on everyone's display names? Come on...For goodness sake...MSN is Microsoft...Microsoft is Bill Gates...Bill Gates would donate as much as he wanted cos his flow of money is near infinite...lolx...And why would MSN base their donations on the number of rainbows? Well let's think about it...If the response to the "Rainbow" plan was not as intended...Cos there would be sceptics like me out there...How the hell would MSN donate enough for the people of Sze Chuan to rebuild their homes and assist in the rescue efforts? Doesn't make sense to me...I mean...I don't have anything against people who do such things...Everyone of us feels sympathetic to those who lost their homes, their families, their lives...But all things considered...Why not just donate directly in cash? I mean like...There've been donation drives all around...If I could donate to a fund and the money didn't really come from me...Would it still have been me that donated? I mean...Whether by putting that emoticon one would help in the funds by 20 cents or 20 dollars...It's not one's own money that is being put into the fund...Now...What makes sense?

Cold Sundays and pleasant holidays~
Listening To: "Rolling Star" by YUI

It's so cold from where I'm sitting now...And I'm in Singapore~ Right...That was random...But I suppose it's cos my window faces the coast...So yeah...I suppose that explains why I'm getting free aircon...lolx...Anyways...Let's blog about yesterday....

Hmm...Went to cousin's place for dinner...Then taught Jiahao how to to play keyboards...Not bad considering that his bro has been learning for two years and I still think that his playing is still very laughable...But Jiahao is godlike man...I think I can almost visualise him playing like JJ one day...hahahas...Then chatted with some friends until 1 in the morning and went to bed...Woke up this morning feeling so stoned...lolx...Couldn't get up until it was like 9.30...Which is quite late by my standards...lol...Actually...I don't have much to blog about already...So I suppose I shall stop here...Stay tuned for updates! lolx...

I'm yours to keep...

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!
Listening To: "CrushCrushCrush" by Paramore

I'm so freaking tired today...Don't know why...Can't seem to be getting enough sleep even though I sleep quite early already...Today is Friday...And it's CCN DAY!!! lolx...Went around looking at stuffs...Nearly bought a pair of bermudas with Terry...But decided against it in the end for financial reasons...lolx...Then went guitar jamming with Terry, Iskandar, Peiqi and BEAR~ lolx...Bear was so funny...Rap to Canon in D...lmaos...After that we had lunch at Flavours...Terry's steak was rock hard man...lolx...Then walked around with Peiqi and Chuan Teng...Chuan Teng was so freaking random!! He was saying hi to random people that he didn't even know!! lolx...Wth...Chuan Teng left after a while...Which left me and Peiqi going to library to slack...Cos she got CCA at 6...Then ended up I went to library to nap...lol...Didn't think that while keeping me company...Someone fell asleep too! lolx...After sending Peiqi to SAA...Went off to CO room to crash sectionals...lolx...Left around 8...And came home...Sighs...So tired...And the wind that's blowing in is so cold...lolx...I'll end here...So yeah...Seeya...

I've got a lot to say to you, I've got a lot to say~

伍家辉: 虽然我愿意

woosh...What a night that was...5th May '08...

伍家辉 was in TP for a campus showcase last night! lol...Damn fun...His guitar playing was AWESOME! lol...His singing was sublime as well...Wish I had some photos to show...But my camera sucks...LOL! Told dad I needed that CyberShot phone...rawrrs...Anyways...It's been a long week...I wanna go rest now...So perhaps I'd come and do a longer post some other day...

I was feeling emo-ish...So I wrote this song...

//Desperate//

I am weak
I am tired
I am falling on my knees
I am lonely
I am desperate
To tell you
How sad I have been

And I'm keeping
What I'm feeling deep inside
Inside
Inside the bottle of my heart

Why did you run away from my world
Why did you wanna walk away
Why did you just leave me alone
In the cold
Without you
And now I'm desperate for you

p.s. Will finish the song when I have inspiration to continue...lol...

The Nike "Golden-Quicksilver" wesLey16™ edition
Now listening: "Pictures Of You" by The Last Goodnight

Woosh...Went to get some art supplies from the bookshop in school today...lolx...And started decorating my shoe...Initially had intended to draw Domo-kun's face on one side of the shoe...But thought maybe I'll shelve that idea for now...So yeah...This was my end result...Drawing it was fun fun fun! lol....

Nice? lolx...I thought it still needed a few more touches...Nevermind...Stay tuned and watch it "evolve"!! lolx...
Woosh...wesLey16 in jap! lolx...

//Your Call//Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice,
Listening,
To the song we used to sing,
In the car,
Do you remember, butterfly
Early summer,
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet...

Like when we would meet...

I was born,
To tell you I love you,
And I am torn,
To do what I have to.
To make you mine,
Stay with me tonight...

Stripped and polished,
I am new,
I am fresh,
I am feeling so ambitious,
You and me,
Flesh to flesh,
Cos with every breath that you will take,
When you are sitting next to me,
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy,
What's your...

What's your....

I was born,
To tell you I love you,
And I am torn,
To do what I have to,
To make you mine,
Stay with me tonight...

And I'm
Tired
Of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home...

Random Songs...




This is the original...



A cover version...lol...sweet



This song rocks...lol

RAWR...I can't sleep...
Listening To: "Love Hurts" by Incubus

ARGHHH...Can't sleep...So came on to do a random post...lol...Played guitar for the last two hours...I thought serenading myself would make me fall asleep...BUT NO...lol...I just became more awake all of a sudden...DENG~ lol... I can't stop thinking about lots of things...From school to friends to just about everything else...I think too much I think...See what I mean? lol...Sighs...It's gonna be a long day ahead later...MCT for four hours...Followed by ProgAuto and Maths lectures...Both of which I don't really attend...lol...Then there's Dynamics and Maths tutorial...wee...Love the tutorials...hahahas...Don't know why...Damn random...I'm gonna stop here before randomitis gets the better of me...lol...

Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt~ lol...

Back to blogging...
Listening to: "Your Call" by Secondhand Serenade

Hahas...After shutting down that old blog for a short period of time...Finally back to blogging...Gotten over my emo-momo period already...So I'm fine now...lolx...Binging is one of the things I'll TRY very hard to do ever again when I'm emo...Makes me feel sick...But I'm no longer binging or emo now...yayness...Watched [Iron Man] today...Rocks my socks totally...My only beef about it is that it's too hmm...How should I say this...Abrupt? lolx....Anyways...It's a rocking show and all of you guys should try catching it...Only Movie6.net...LOL! hahahas...Swapped out guitar strings and changed my bedsheets...woosh...So much has been done today...lmaos...Not really...Hmm..On my way to psycho someone to lunch cos she owes me one...hahahas...

My heart broke to pieces...But somehow...I managed to put them back together...And the pieces stayed together...Cos I realised that loving you was the only sacrifice that made too little of...