Birthdays and random musings...Listening To "Make It Mine" by Jason Mraz7th, 8th and 9th of January were all birthdays...Mine, Zhiyan's and Clements...Jasmine's and Jolene's coming up next week. And so are Angeline's, Constance's, Terry's, Ivan's and Marie's. So many birthdays in January, so I'm gonna use my blog to send a wish out to all you January peeps out there a very Happy Birthday! xD
Anyway, on to other matters. I've never felt shittier for a while, doing so many shitty performances and letting myself down. Sometimes I wonder why I even practice so hard for my guitar, and I still love it at the same time. I love doing everything I can with the guitar, the sounds, the dynamics of it all. But when I'm performing with people, less than half of it is ever utilised, for fear of "overplaying". And I sometimes feel frustrated for not being able to overplay even for a slight bit. Sighs...I don't know. Open house was boring, almost nobody came. Got three free bags though, so I guess it's a lil' bit of give or take. I'm kinda lost about what to write about at the moment, cos I'm just waiting for my voice to come back to me. "Until you're back in here baby~" hahas...
P.S. Mom, thanks for the tie...I loved it...=D
