Stupid Sunday...
Listening To "True" by Ryan Cabrera

Argghhhh...Why is it that this Sunday has to be so terrible? Parents arguing...Throbbing headache...Her laptop down and I can't help her...T.T...What's this man??? Sighs...I shall blog about yesterday...Slightly happier...

Perfect Saturday(Almost)

Woke up at 8.30am after mom starting screaming her lungs off to get me to wake up...So I got up...Bought her breakfast...Made coffee...Cleaned up my room...Changed the bedsheets...Swept the floors(sort of)...And around 11.30...I left the house...Messaged Grace to meet her around 12.30 for lunch...So we ate at Yoshinoya then went over to school for Origami...Marie and the rest were like there so much ealier...Omgosh...Then had to fold a couple of flowers...After that...Sent Grace home en route to the MRT...Took the train to Raffles Place with Marie...Since she was going to Chinatown...It was on the way...But disaster...I thought I was supposed to meet my mom at Raffles Place...Turned out my mom said meet at Paya Lebar first then go to Raffles Place...zzz...Wound up getting a scolding from her...That night...Me and my cousins and my aunt had dinner and there was a new addition to the circle of people within the family...My cousin has a boyfriend...wee~ lols...After dinner...We went karaoke-ing...lols...I only sang ONE song...Wasted...Reached home around 12...So yeah...That's about all that happened yesterday...

On a side note...I bumped into Sam and D at Suntec today...D was so overwhelmed by my awesomeness that she went like "OMG, HI!" lols...

Food for thought...
Listening To "Grace Kelly" by Mika

I don't know why...I've been thinking quite a lot lately...About loads of stuff...About life and what is it all about? Why do I see things the way they are and the way they really are...Have I exercised the right amount of discretion in my decision making? Sighs...I wonder if I should even start thinking so much...

I just realised why I've never gone to the point of which I ask myself "Why aren't things what they seem to be?"...It's because I've never seen this world as something that is as plain as black and white...Sometimes...This left feels right...In a sense that...Sometimes what may not be deemed as the norm may be a better choice than the former...In any case...If everything was to be the way they are...Life would be very boring wouldn't it? hahahas...

Sometimes we're so caught up in trying to remember a moment in photos or a picture...We forget to just simply embrace the moment...Soaking up the feeling is more important than just having something to remind you of the days that past...Instead...Why not remember the feeling and tell yourself that you'll come back for that feeling again one day? Looking forward...

In a nutshell...Live life looking forward to the next moment...And not brood over what just went by...

Never ate so much in my life...
Listening To "I Will Remember You" by Ryan Cabrera

Went out with Samantha after lessons today...We went to Suntec for lunch first...Ate Carl's Jr...I had to help her finish half of her burger...So imagine me eating one and a half Superstar Burger! omgosh...That was so sinful! Anyways...We spent the whole afternoon basically chatting and walking around Suntec/Marina Square...Then we went over to Parkway...Sat down at the food court for some drinks...OMGOMGOMGOMG...A pathetic cup of Iced Milk Tea costs 1.80??? What a rip off man...Speaking of rip offs...Samantha got ripped too...She went to Mcdonald's and asked how much was a cup of Iced Milo...The lady told her it was 1.50...But then the lady asked if she'd like the medium...The jump was like...More than a dollar? It was 2.60 g**damnit...I felt the pinch too man...Went home around 9 plus...So now here I am blogging...hahahas...Damn tired...But I can't sleep...

Joke Of The Day: Samantha said: "Lamborghini is AMERICAN"

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You know...I have not idea why I can't sleep...But I reckon that it's because of you...I can't sleep...And whenever I close my eyes...Thoughts of how you never fail to brighten up my day fill me and I just feel happy...I'm still keeping things to myself...

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Hmm...I feel...Sad...?
Listening To "Rise" by Ryan Cabrera

I don't know why...I feel quite negative...It's not emo...But I'm not exactly happy either...I'm just...Numb...I guess...

Forget about it...Let's move on...

Monday, was the first day of school...Bumped into Siew Mai in the morning...Folded a rose...Was quite rubbish...So I gave it to her...Tell her give to Stephen...lols...Then had lessons...Until 1...Went to find Grace to help her with her work...She said she needed some nicer paper...Cos school didn't sell the paper of the colour tone of which she desired...So we went to TM to get some...Didn't get exactly what she wanted still...But at least it was close enough for her to finally decide to get it...So after that I left her to do her work and I went on for tutorial...After tutorial I went back to Grace's classroom...After trying to teach her...She still didn't really get it...So I helped her fold all the roses...My hands and brain was really tired after that...Left around 9 plus...Took the MRT with Xiaohui and Marie...Got home around 10.30...

Tuesday, nothing much happened...Came to school slightly later than expected...I brought my shoes to loan them to Grace for her showcase...lols...Her lecturer came into the classroom a few moments later and asked me to leave the room...lols..."I saw a shiny object"...wahahahahs...Inside joke...After that...I went to Comprog lab...SHOCK OF MY LIFE...My lab tutor quit...And in his place was this fat, useless, baboon from China...OMG...I can't be bothered with Comprog now...After lessons...Went back to see how Grace was doing...Bought some stuffs for her to munch on...Cos she was really rushing for her project...hahahas....Have to hide from her lecturer...Feels so funny...Angela called me later that evening to ask me to help her find her laptop cos it was stolen...I wish I could...But really...I have no idea...hais...Grace came to find me in Engine concourse around 9 plus to tell me that she's gonna stay on with her bro till late...So I went home...Downloaded my favourite show! wee~ Yeah...Nothing much to blog le...It's Wednesday today...Shortest day of the week...So nothing much to blog about...Grace very funny...I accompanied her home to take some stuffs...Then when we reached Tampines Interchange...She said she forgot to bring the keys...So we went back to TP to get them...She went upstairs to her classroom where her bag was...And then when she came back down...She told me the keys were in the wallet all this while...LOL...Okay...Shall stop blogging here now...tata~

I'm so puzzled, it hurts...

Rainy Sunday afternoon~
Listening To "In Between Lights" by Ryan Cabrera

What a week this has been...This has been the best Term break I've ever had so far...So packed with events...Save for times when there're unexpected ones...lols...I only wished that it wouldn't rain today...I'm having a massive headache...>.<...Oh Oh OHHHHHH...I've finally learned how to fold a rose~ wee~ lols...Here's a picture...

Seeing as to how Top Gear is coming back tomorrow in it's eleventh season...I thought I'd do a write up on "How to know if you're addicted to Top Gear" cos I am addicted...Totally...lols...

How To Know If You're Addicted To Top Gear

1) You call Top Gear, TG

2) You call a good looking car pretty or handsome

3) You call Opels, "Vauxhall"

4) You laugh at Korean cars/Diesels/People carriers(MPVs/4x4s that don't work off-road)

5) You rate the coolness of cars in a very unusual fashion

6) You play driving games shouting "Poweeeerrrrrrrr"

7) You think that people who ride motorcycles are homosexual

8) You laugh at the "Green Party" aka Enviromentalists

9) You think that all American made cars understeer

10) You talk about European cars like they're way ahead in everything

Pissy~
Listening To "Black Horse And The Cherry Tree" by KT Tunstall

Friendster's connection keeps tripping...zzz...Maybe it's my connection...But it's fine when I'm visiting other websites...So I don't understand why friendster's connection keeps failing me...Waste my time...ARGGHH...Going for Origami session later...Learning how to fold a rose...Intends to make a bouquet...I shall blog till here for now...Till then...tata...~

No point fighting over the pointless...

Since a few of my friends are doing this...Why not give it a whirl? lols...

First:
Best friend: Shao Hui...Friends of Ten years now
Pet: Fishes
Piercing: None
Crush: Back in Pri 5
CD: "Celebrity" by N*Sync =x
Car: Hmmm....Don't remember which hot wheels model I bought...lol
Stuffed animal: Tigger from Winnie the Pooh
Love: =x
Place called home: SINGAPORE =)

Last:
Beverage: Coffee
Car ride: Dad's car
Movie seen: Kung Fu Panda
Phone call: Grace
Song you listened to: "Say It Again" by Marie Digby
bath: Last night
Time you cried: Two months ago...Okay...I know I'm weak...=x
Thing you ate: Wanton mee~
Bad thing you did: Not replying my friend's sms...=x

Have you ever:
Dated one of your best friends: Nope
Been arrested: almost. lols...
Skinny dipped: Nope
Been on a limo: Nope
Cheated: Never
Been in love: Yes...Once
Been in a car accident: When I was younger? lol
Broke a bone: Yeah...My finger
Things you've done today: Nothing much anyways...
Favourite things: Guitar
People you tell almost everything to: My most trusted friends?

Choices:
Live or die: live...Like it's the best day you'll ever see
Sweets or chocolates: Relative
Swim or run: Run
Things you want to do before you die: Spend my last days with my beloved ones
Do you have true friends?: I hope I do?
Things you regret: Live without regrets

Really great day
Listening To "Say It Again" by Marie Digby

Woke up this morning at 8...OMG...I was going to be late! Cos I was supposed to leave at 8 so that I wouldn't be late to meet Grace for breakfast...lols...After which we went back to school to meet Zorah and Xiaohui...Xiaohui came later...Then along came Fidelia and Weijie...And then...We...Started...CAM WHORING!! OMG...lols...I kept doing this impression of Harvey(design students will know who I'm on about)....I did that "OMG, I'M SOOO DIVA" kind of expression...lols...Anyways...Here are some photos...



We were the craziest bunch in the libray...hahahas...

Sometimes...It's better to be happy than to be right...=)

Chinese Orchestra camp~
Listening To "Shelter" by Corrinne May

I've hardly slept in the last two days...So when I finally got to sleep in today...Man, did I sleep...hahahas...First night was fun...We had this murder mystery to solve...And they set up scares for all of us...wahahahas...Then that night...Me and Siewming went to Tampines McD...Was supposed to meet Grace there too...But she fell asleep...zzzz...Nevermind...I had a long chat with Siewming throughout the night...I finally fell asleep around 5.30...Woke up at 7...lols...Then we had captain ball...Really fun...My team had Siewming and Audrey...Meaning...Three guys and two girls in a group of five...The opponent's team...Led by Yoshinoya...Was all guys...And they couldn't beat us...Even ended up being thrashed by us...wahahahahas...Then we had dragon boating was quite fun too...After the camp was over...Went to meet up with Grace...She was doing her stuffs with Xiaohui and Zorah...We went to have dinner after that with Timothy...And then went to chill at KFC with Xiaohui and Zorah...Yeah...That's pretty much it...wahahahas...My writing's becoming more and more shallow...Maybe it's cos I'm just tired...zzz...Gtg now...ciao~

Now...Let's talk about yesterday...
Listening To "Hold On" by KT Tunstall

I got myself a vest yesterday at Bugis...To make myself feel better after Jocelyn flew me an aeroplane...For those who don't understand the slang...I have to put it in the most crude manner that I could think of...And it's not nice...I was STOOD UP! lols...Anyways...On to other things...I went back to campus to meet Kaze and Akasuki...Went to City Hall after that to chill for the afternoon...THANKS TO KAYA FOR PAYING FOR THE COFFEE CLUB BILL! lols..I think have to repay him some other day bahs...>.<

Anyways...After that...Went for a photowalk with Kaze in the evening cos she didn't feel like going home yet...

Yes, I'm vengeful and spiteful and everything no one really knows I am...
Listening To: "That's What You Get" by Paramore

Oh yes, that's what you get when you let your heart win...

Just as the song suggests...When you let your emotions take over your sense of rationality...The things you say or do don't really make much sense...Both to you or others...I don't expect others to understand or accept this dark side of me...Cos even I don't really like it...But it's just that...When I'm in it...It's like drug abuse...Once you're hooked...You're never letting it go...It just feels so good to be able to let the anger out somewhere...Quoted from my friendster profile..."I don't hate you, I just don't really like you"...It's a very true fact that I hold on till today...I've never really hated anyone...I just feel that perhaps for some strange and profound reason...I just can't seem to bring myself to get along with some people...It may work against me most of the time...But I've found this to be some form of self protection...Whether my friends are true or not...Will show their true colours eventually...And it's only through the way I react to certain situations that I find such things out...Call me naive, anti-social or just downright incalcitrant...I have no tolerance for people who are fake...I just feel like going to somewhere quiet and just meditate whenever I think of such things...Cos I feel that my emotional stress quota is better spent on more meaningful things...Life's too short, too fragile, too highly-strung to waste all of one's energy on unproductive thoughts...Sometimes you think you're at the limit of what your mental abilities can take...But somehow...If you think about it...Why bother inching towards it?

Broken...
Listening to nothing now...

You know...Sometimes...There are people who make me feel for them... And others that make me feel THEM...Feel in the sense that I put myself in their shoes rather than just sympathise with them...Not many can make me do that...But somehow...I could never help myself but to feel a way that I don't usually do...That's why I'm broken...Even though I don't know how I'd like to tell you or show you...But deep inside...I'm just falling...Falling deeper into some sort of bottomless pit...Sighs...


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Okay...Now to blog about today...I did a performance at Music Garage with Cyn today...We did “流沙”by David Tao...Really rocked the house...Wish that some of you guys that I invited could've been there to feel it...hahahas...Anyways...Before that...Went to watch "Kung Fu Panda" with Serene and her friend...I bumped into MONAAAAAA~~~ aarghhH~~ So coincidental~ Speaking of coincidences...Weilyn was also at the studio! OMG...OF ALL PLACE I'D NEVER HAVE GUESSED I'D BUMP INTO HER THERE MAN...lols..I'm just being random...Anyways...Back to my point..."Kung Fu Panda" was really funny...hahahas...Laughed really hard at a lot of parts...hahahas...Okay...I gtg now...Shall update tomorrow...=D

I've been a bad person...
Listening To "Synchronicity" by Yui Makino(Theme For "Tsubasa: Resevoir Chronicle: Tokyo Revelations OVA")

My heart breaks to see you sad...Worse that I don't even know exactly why you're sad...sighs...I just wished you would stay happy...I fell in love with the "you" that was smiling and adorable...

I just wished you knew...

For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic...
Listening To "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" by Paramore

//For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic//Paramore
Just talk yourself up And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall Now find a way around
Well what's the problem? You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

You threw it away

I'm not so naive My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy Of almost everything
Well, if you give up You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

Falling to pieces...
Listening To "CrushCrushCrush" by Paramore

I'm so tired man...I HATE EXAMS..T.T...I feel like going to the dinner this saturday...But don't know if parents will allow or not...sighs...Anyways...I wanna talk about a few things...From last Saturday...hahahas...Hmmm...Went for Arts and Entertainment Sub-commitee for TPJCG...Weiyen was so cute...hahahas...Keep making jokes about pushing me in...I don't know if I'm in or not...I do hope I do get it...hahahas...Makes me feel like I've accomplished something important...hahahas...I heard something so funny the other day that I couldn't help but laugh uncontrollably when I came home...Cos Cheesecake was told that she had to go through some interview for other sub-comms before being able to enter events sub-comm...The mob...As the microphone calls it...Asked a question..."So ah, which sub comm am I in ah?"...I'm like...OMG!!!! LOLS!!! Really...I almost burst out in laughter then...After that went to hang out with Serene and her classmate...I forgot her name...=x...Anyways...Felt super tired on the way home after that...Almost fell asleep in the bus on the way home...THEN...When I reached my bus stop...zzzz....Torrential downpour was present...Can't go home...Wound up using my bag as a form of temporal shelter...Fast forward to Monday...Cos nothing much happened on Sunday...

Monday...Hmm...Overslept...Then went to school to meet Serene for lunch with her classmate,...Then we went to TM Mcdonald's...I had two hashbrowns and an upsized double cheeseburger meal...lols...Cost me almost ten bucks man...Then went back to school to meet Liang Ping...Stayed back with him after that...hais...Maths was a disaster...Don't know what I've been doing this sem man...Can die le...T.T...Okay la...Nothing much to say le...S.i.g.n.o.u.t.